:: Golf Tournement

Work decided to make Friday a half-day and bring us all out for 18 holes of golf. Very nice of them.
Most of us have never played golf anymore than hitting the range once or twice. Some not at all. I made everything more relaxed.
Of course the course had a dress code which I couldn't meet. No Jeans and Collared shirt. I had to go out the night before and get both. The vest just went so well and was so 'golfy' I couldn't say no. All bought from Winners so I got a pretty good deal.
Good form.
We played a scramble format and this was my team. Everyone was put into groups of 4 and each person shoots from the best shot out of the 4. This helps the game move along when you have so many beginners and really makes you feel good when it's your shot that's used. Also you have to use each players drive at least 3 times.

We did pretty well considering our experience and ability. I did very well and probably shot my best game of golf ever. Though since it was my first game ever it was technically also my worst. I made some sweet putts and drove it pretty well. I struggled with chips shots but got a lot better by the end. If every club was 2-4 inches longer I would have been pro.




Things in life. Well my roomie is now leaving in the next 2 weeks and Chanty is going to be a little late in moving out here due to a Smashing Pumpkins show. This means I will truly live alone for a few weeks. This is going to be very good for me. My head has been fucked. Last week and weekend just killed me.

I don't have an explanation. It's just who I am.

This week went better and now I have a long weekend. I purposely have been drinking less and trying to stay positive. My heads above water so far. Also I finally saw b.a. again. WeIrD.

hyoooooooo

:: Where's Zipper ...

On the way to a job. The leaves are changing.

The backyard view at the job.My food.
My view.

My self.

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no one tells me i shouldn't
it doesn't matter if i do
so i will
and fuck you too

you know what you think, you think 'what would be the best thing ever here in a song?', and if that is bongo's going awesome in the background don't fight it.
that's today.

I may have once said i'd show you the dark side. I can't do that. you can't handle it. it doesn't make sense. hate, self loathing, rage. at least 2 of those 3 are not logical. but they all _are_. but they are not words. they are how i look at you when you ask me how i am. if i love you ill look back how i honestly feel. you may not love me for it.

but we'll both live. what are you having for lunch?

grumble. ill posts pics......tofuckingmorrow.

night.

:: Shit Post

But I promised myself if I put something up here I could play games all night. Hard to say no to yourself. A dangerous realization.

The bar I frequent. What was once for a year and a half of Friday night being spent at Cafe 22 I have a new streak going. Loco Lou's. Many... 4 months worth? The name leaves a lot to be imagined and the setting less casual but a friendly atmosphere, a good guinness price, and a good group of people keep me going.

Anyway, get a burger. Trust me. Best I've found besides Boogies. (Boogies is still way better)

Dinner. Picture is blurry when big. Pepper, Broc, 4 thighs, a new wine. Hot damn. very good.

Something I think i figured out after see a picture of this meal. I almost always have only two components to my meals. And with good reason. I like to cook in whole quantities. Whole broccoli, whole peppers, etc. If I try and make three parts to a meal I will probably end up with way too much and have too many leftovers. Also prepping, cooking, and cleaning more sucks.


Sneeky mountain in Banff.This ones okay.
There it is. The view down main street. Another shot in motion taken by reflex.
And I took a few shots of my partner again to make him mad. This one turned out alright with some contrast editing.

Nothing else to say as I'm just trying to get this post up and it's Friday morning and my eggs are almost hardboiled.