:: Get Back Up

This is how I pick myself up.


Yes, this is 2 Hickory smoked BLT sandwiches with asparagus and roasted cayenne potatoes with fried mush and onion and a healthy dollop of sour cream. (dollop added after). Fuck yeah.

Then get out of town.

And You go where everybody knows your name.
So I finally went for my first real ride of the season. Rode 22x to Bragg Creek, up to Cochrane, and rode the 1A straight (windy awesome road) to Canmore. Enjoyed some lunch and a pint.
Then I hit the hills. This is the 2nd or 3rd moose I've ever seen. A cow. All cows I think. I've never see a moose with horns so I don't think I've seen a bull. I felt weird stopping as close as the cars. I don't have doors and stuff. And really it feels rude.
The were some cute babies in this crowd. I messed up on the video... well, you'll see.
Mmmmmmmmountains.
Salad! The lettuce and sharp cheddar show up later. In my belly.



See? Fucked up. Oh well. The dude abides.

:: It Wouldn't Be Home If It Was Completely Clean

You have to get to know the dirt.




Lagunitas. As a brand, delicious.

Lagunitas Imperial Stout. As my first real stout, and a recent rebirth. Fucking delicious.

Not the summeriest of drinks. Remember this until fall or have it instead of coffee. Not refreshing after physical work. Mental work though, like chocolate kisses that get you drunk that you get to lick back.

Right now I think I'm listening to french techno pop. CJSW, I love you. Finally sports finish and I have the TV off and though I can't wait for CFL, I also can't wait for CFL to be over. No Tv means happy feelings. It's as simply as that.*

*chemicals required

:: Reward Yourself

I'll try this from the other side. I will be semi-sober and reward myself with drink for speaking.

I've been busy. Busy working. Work has been crazy. Never seen it so busy so fast and when I empty one glass slot they put two pieces back in. I will have many railings, many important customers, many custom everything before I can rest again. I have been giving 90% of me to them. Many people rely on me. It is going okay.

But in the regular world I struggle.



I missed a very important plane and fell 30,000 feet. Fell smack-dab, face first into an image of myself shaking my head. Sorry me. And I'm sorry, yous guys.



A cherry on top but this and the daily fight against myself will not be an end. Just knowing people know me is hard to think about only because I know good people. You will will me on. I can see you. And you look good.

Not as good as me but, hey, there's always tomorrow.

Everyday ends.

:: Down The Snakes, Up The Ladders

No. No I struggle.

:: Alleyway Walking

It's how I feel.
I'll try and word out some thoughts tonight once my minds been dipped in drinks.



Wheelspin. I've have so many flat tires recently.