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Everyday I don't deal with other peoples shit is a day I have to deal with my own.

I've realized that no matter what I do it is never good enough. I think this was taught to me during my growing years and has kept me from growing. But knowing this and accepting it isn't good enough. I was taught too well.

The truth is I don't do enough for the people who I know deserve it. Honestly there is a whole lot more to the truth than that and I know it. But just staying alive isn't enough.

You deserve more.
I'm not promising anything.

:: New Shoes

I bought some new kicks. My old ones had holes above my toes. Very cold for riding.
These ones are very comfortable. Also note that I took all three of these pics standing up.
This took some stretching.
A night at the bar with my arch enemy, Alan*. *Said with an accent as he is French-Canadian. He's short and thick and french. Nice guy though.
Gill and A. It was Hip-hop night so the staff were thugged out.
Cindy was sexied up because she was a shooter girl for the night.
Elena. It's her bar. She's awesome.
Work. Glass shelving and glass doors. Annoying but it worked.
The stick can be removed in 48 hours. :]
The cabinets to the left and right are refrigerators with freezers under them. Very nice.
Luis.
I found Range Green. Ummmm, so here's a picture?
On the way to the xmas party.
Bossman is onto me.
The keg.
Eric stole all the flash.
How I felt later in the evening.
I had a Gin martini. I don't like martini's. They weren't crazy about me either.
Jay passed out midway through dinner.
Napping buddies.
Pre-passout.
Tim stayed still and I got a great old man pic.

J-oe.
Yay! Cracker time.
I bought Joe and me a copy of GoW2 each. We have recently beat it. Had fun. He said he wasn't going to get me a present but ended up picking me up a clock radio so I can listen to CJSW in the kitchen.