:: Reward Yourself

I'll try this from the other side. I will be semi-sober and reward myself with drink for speaking.

I've been busy. Busy working. Work has been crazy. Never seen it so busy so fast and when I empty one glass slot they put two pieces back in. I will have many railings, many important customers, many custom everything before I can rest again. I have been giving 90% of me to them. Many people rely on me. It is going okay.

But in the regular world I struggle.



I missed a very important plane and fell 30,000 feet. Fell smack-dab, face first into an image of myself shaking my head. Sorry me. And I'm sorry, yous guys.



A cherry on top but this and the daily fight against myself will not be an end. Just knowing people know me is hard to think about only because I know good people. You will will me on. I can see you. And you look good.

Not as good as me but, hey, there's always tomorrow.

Everyday ends.

:: Down The Snakes, Up The Ladders

No. No I struggle.

:: Alleyway Walking

It's how I feel.
I'll try and word out some thoughts tonight once my minds been dipped in drinks.



Wheelspin. I've have so many flat tires recently.

:: Say No More

Transcript:

"Alan!"
"I didn't do it."
"You did it."
"Nope."
"Tyler?"
"Nope."
"You?"
*Gorilla noises and chest pounding*
"LUIS! It was Luis! ...I know that monkey act..."

:: Smoke Em' If You Got Em'

Drink your glasses to the bottom. And toast me on another year.

The real truth is: everyday does end. win, lose or tie. Unless it's the playoffs.... no ties in the playoffs...

Hope you find your truth
And toast it with your friends
Cause' everyday ends

:: Bulb

I'm going to try for a bit to eat/use one bulb of garlic per week. I think the trick might be to roast some and make garlic butter and pre-pay a bulb or two. Pretty much a win-win situation no matter how this goes.

Food tonight.
Roasted chicken breast crusted with my go-to mix* and rosemary. Also some egg noodles with a sauce I invented. Red onion, mushrooms, garlic, and cream cheese. Nothing but flavor. Also I had some ceasar salad with mush, celery, grn oni, broccoli but what you see in the pic is only there for some colour. I actually ate my salad before the rest was ready. I couldn't help it.

In retrospect the sauce could have used a bit of heavy cream to thin and smooth it out. The taste was a success but the texture could be improved.

Oh and the pasta and salad had fresh minced Parmigiano Reggiano on them.... and then I had two vanilla yogurts for desert.....

and then a fork full of peanut butter later to finish. Gourmet.


Here's some drink I've had before and again. Still really enjoyable. Love this mug too.


And because some shit is just unreal. Me and my partner are chilling outside a house for a job. Got there a few minutes early. As soon as we pull up a Lassie dog starts barking at us through a window across the street. Quickly after this another joins it, we laugh "Whoa, that dog just duplicated." We make a joke or two and wonder if another would appear just to seal the deal and freak us out. So one more does. We can't believe it. We laugh and joke and move around trying to make them all bark and jump at the window at us. I mention "I couldn't believe there was three. I hope there's another. That would be insane" Just a few minutes later of watching them bark another one walks up calmly on the left and stares right at us.


Hilarity ensues.

As we regain control and I grab my camera quickly, "If their living room begins to fill with lassies and break through the window onto the street you better fucking believe I'm getting it on video."

And then we installed a mirror. So it goes.


*go-to chicken mix: Cayenne, cumin, and curry. Of course it's good. Adjust heat through cayenne, sweetness through curry, awesome through cumin.

:: W/L?

I'll take it as a win, I made it one week without going to the bar.

A work-week of course. Sun-Thurs.

I mean, I'm going tonight for sure. Raps vs. Hawks.

C'mon.

"Build it up now take it apart, climb up real high then fall down real far." -NIN

Sounds so negative but it's like riding a bike. Always ride the up part first, revel in the ride back down.




Caesar salad with every veggie in my fridge and some rstd-oni-baget-shrp-chd-regano-tom-ovn-brd. A staple. Oh, and 1L beer.